My depression hit me out of nowhere. I get it now.
I woke up this morning feeling tired. I did not want to get out of bed. This wave washed over me and I just felt like crying. I gave into it. I decided to let it take over for a while. I don't want to go out. I want to sit in silence. Everything makes me want to cry. I can't do anything right. This must be what you experience when you're in the throws of a deep depression. Does anyone even care that I feel this way? It hurts. I'm sorry. Tomorrow will be a better day. As for today, depression wins.
Always Keep Fighting!
Phil 4:13